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attractive boy: hi i'm gay
attractive boy: hi i'm a douchebag
attractive boy: hi i'm twice your age
attractive boy: hi i have a girlfriend
attractive boy: hi i don't like you back
attractive boy: hi i live on the other side of the planet
attractive boy: hi i don't know that you exist
attractive boy: hi i'm a fictional character
I heard you’re leaving. Maybe Europe. Maybe Mexico. Maybe Germany. Maybe Ireland. Maybe Denmark. Maybe Italy or France. I heard you were leaving. What am I supposed to do now? I already miss you enough and you’re only 10 miles away. Distance doesn’t matter but how am I supposed to let you leave without letting you know how much I desire to make you mine. I am in utterly, hopelessly in love with you. I can’t tell you, because well I already know we can’t be together. All I have to say is I love you, more than the last girl you dated, and more than you’ll ever know. But if you leave how am I supposed to explain it or show it? How am I supposed to love you when you’re not here. My feelings are clear.. but you won’t be close enough for me to hold on. No distance doesn’t matter, but you won’t be here. What makes things worse is that… when you’re gone, what do you have that will make you remember me? You have nothing to remember me by. I love you, you can’t leave yet. Not until I tell you. 20 seconds of courage.. twenty seconds. I need you. Don’t leave, please. I promise I can prove it to you. Just don’t leave quite yet… wait for me.. Please.
